Month: November 2019

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At this point I was completely exhausted and half-confused and I had a very strange sensation that I might be having a seizure. I tried to put an end to it with a few short slaps and then began to puke. I had to lie down to avoid the seizure and stay in bed. I got up and started to walk around to calm myself. I was still in a state of tiredness and almost as if I was on the verge of a seizure. At this point I was really starting to feel pretty good and I had the ‘stomach cramps’ feeling. I went back to bed.

I woke up the next morning and it was like I was on a roller coaster. I was still very stoned but I felt more fine. I felt a bit tired and my muscles felt stiff but I was still very off balance.

Then the seizure occurred. I had to puke again and then I puked. It was probably around 3:00am and I started to feel the seizure. I lay down, leaned back and relaxed. I lay in bed for about 30 minutes. I was still feeling a bit of the physical feeling but the physical feeling was much more intense and it was a feeling of ‘what if I get a bad reaction’ and then a feeling of the panic attack… I was in my room and I had no idea what was happening to me. I tried to calm down and I got up and felt a bit better but it was like I was going to die. I tried to lay down and lay down. I closed my eyes and I felt the physical world fall away and I felt like I was going to die. I closed my eyes and I could see my body falling off of the bed and I could see my heart beating very fast. I saw my eyes open and I could see my head falling out of my body. It was pretty cool and I was able to see my heart beating so fast. It was also weird because I was seeing the world around me and the world around me. I could see people and things in my room and I could see people talking to me and they were talking to me. I could see a wall going in and out of different places in my room and I could see the walls going in and out. It was quite weird because I was seeing the walls move around and sometimes I would see them move in and out. It was very weird and I did not know what was going on in my room. I was seeing the walls and the floor and I think I could hear a lot of people talking in my room.

I was starting to become scared and I had a big panic attack and I knew I would die. I decided to go to sleep and I woke up and I was seeing a huge shadow walk into my room. I saw my parents and they were saying something to me and I was saying, ‘I don’t know what is happening. I’m not dead.’ I could not understand what they were saying and I was very confused. I went to go to sleep but I could not stand. I was starting to trip. I tried to fall back down but I could not. I had the ‘walk’ sensation. It felt like I was falling and could not control it. I can not describe the feeling because I felt very strange. I was seeing my parents and I was seeing myself. I could see my parents on the TV and I could not control it. I could not hear a word they were saying and I was seeing them on the TV. I could not hear the voices. I could not hear a conversation. I heard my mom and my dad talking and I could not understand what they were saying. I could not see my mother talking. I was seeing her and I could not understand what she was saying. I could not understand her. I was seeing my parents on their computer and I could not see them. I was seeing my mother and all my friends on their computer. I could not understand what my mother was saying and I was seeing all my friends on their computer. I could not understand what they were saying. I was seeing my friend on his computer and I could not understand what he was saying. I was seeing the people in my room and I could not understand what they were saying. I could not understand their voices. I was seeing my friend on his computer and I could not understand what he was saying.

Eventually I figured I had to lay down and I was falling. I was still tripping and I couldnt sleep. I was unable to move and I felt heavy and I was still in my room. I tried to go to bed and I finally fell asleep. I stayed up all night and even woke up at 12:

8:30pm (12:30am): I take 5mg Smirnoff and go to the bathroom. I’ve been smoking a little weed all day. I was feeling a little nervous. My heart rate was racing a little.

8:45pm (12:50am): I feel the most intense feeling of happiness in my whole body, my head is floating to the ceiling. I’m not feeling much, so I go back to the bathroom and put on some music. I’m feeling very happy and completely relaxed. I couldn’t stop smiling. The color of everything around me is so bright.

9:00pm (1:00am): I go back to the bathroom and take another 5mg Smirnoff. I’m really feeling the happiness I was feeling earlier. I feel amazing. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and put on some music. I get a little nervous and start to feel more relaxed. I start to feel a little dizzy. When I start to feel dizzy, my vision is blurry. When I try to stand up, I feel like I’m falling down.

9:15pm (1:15am): I take another 5mg Smirnoff. I have a slight headache, but not too bad. I don’t think I’ll get tired. I think I’ll go to bed.

10:00pm (1:30am): I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I don’t really feel anything. I go to bed and wake up. I still feel that euphoria. I go to the mirror and look at my face. I look up at the clouds. It’s so amazing. I can’t believe how everything looks. I can’t believe how my face looked. It’s so beautiful. I can’t believe how my face looks. I see a tiny dot of light just above my face. It’s so amazing.

10:15am (2:30am): I wake up and go to the bathroom. I feel so happy. I feel so calm. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I don’t really feel anything. I go to bed.

10:30am (5:30am): I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back to the bathroom and throw up a little bit more. I feel so happy. I still feel the most relaxed I’ve ever been. I go back

I was sitting in my bedroom, doing my homework, when suddenly I noticed a mirror. A little girl in a blue dress stood there to my right, gesturing for me to look at her. I had a powerful urge to move, but was told that I had to remain standing, so I did whatever I had to. I looked at it, and it was a very large mirror. The girl was wearing a lab coat, and she was leaning on the door. I said, ‘Look I think I’m seeing something weird,’ and she said, ‘No I’m not,’ and she went away.

I turned the show on, and the girl’s face got so distorted. Then I realized I had to go to the door. This was a great need, because it was like a dream. I went to the door, and I saw my reflection. The girl was standing there, and she was leaning on the door. I had to move, but I was told to stay standing. I felt a great urge to move, but instead I just sat there, staring down at the little girl.

I went back to my room, and I realised that I was standing there. I held my body to the mirror, and I saw my reflection. I looked at it again. The girl was leaning on the door, and she was saying, ‘Oh my God!’ and I said, ‘Oh my God!’ She said, ‘Oh my God, I’m here.’ I said, ‘Yes, I’m here!’ she said, and I said, ‘You’re here?’ she said, and I said, ‘Yes.’ She said, ‘I’m in my room!’

I opened the door. I saw my reflection, and I said, ‘I’m in my bedroom!’ She said, ‘Oh my God, I’m in my room!’

I sat down on the bed. I held my body to the mirror. I saw my reflection, and I said, ‘I’m in my room!’ She said, ‘Oh my God, I’m in my room!’

I opened the door. I saw my reflection, and I said, ‘I’m in my room!’ She said, ‘Oh my God, I’m in my room!’

I suddenly realised that my body was still sitting, and I said, ‘I’m lying on the bed!’ She said, ‘No I’m not!’ And I said, ‘I’m not!’ She said, so I said, ‘I’m not!’ She said, and I said, ‘I’m sitting down on the bed.’ And I said, ‘I’m standing up!’ She said, ‘Oh my God, I’m standing up!’

I moved. I was standing on the bed. I was looking up at the ceiling. I saw the ceiling. I saw the ceiling. I saw the ceiling. I saw the ceiling. I saw the ceiling. I saw the ceiling. I saw the ceiling. I saw the ceiling. I saw the ceiling. I saw the ceiling.’

Also, I had been having a wonderful time on this stuff, I was rolling a lot, eating tons of stuff, and a lot of other things. My first time was with a friend of mine, and she was rolling as well. I was rolling with a friend of mine, and he was rolling with me. She and I were talking about a lot of things, and I was having a great time talking about them.

Being rolling is a lot like my first time with mushrooms; I would be talking to people, and I would nod and tell them ‘Oh, I’m rolling with you.’ I would roll a light when I was on mushrooms, and it would go on for hours. Other times I would roll a light once a day, and it would get me very, very high, and I would nod off and talk to people long after they had gone to sleep.

I’m not really sure how I got to this point, but I told my friend I was going to be rolling with her and she said I was really rolling, and I was rolling with everyone. She was rolling with me, and it was just me and her. I had a huge smile on my face.

I’ve come to the conclusion that being an experienced drug user was that I was rolling with my friend. I was rolling with her, and I thought I was rolling for her. I was rolling with everyone, I was rolling with myself.

I was raised by a very strict father to be a true human being, and this was by no means the first time I have experienced an altered state of consciousness.

I have experience with LSD, mescaline, mushrooms, MDMA, DXM, AMT, Ritalin, Ambien, Hydrocodone, Methadone, APAP, and Amphetamines. My other experiences have also been with DMT, 2CB, MDMA, 2C-C, Methylone, and of course: Oxycontin.

I have taken a number of different drugs, but this was my first time taking my mushrooms. I had never taken them before, and I had only had the other two times with it.

I weighed out 4 grams of dried mushrooms with my partner, R and I. I went to a friend’s house to get some of the shrooms. I ate them at about 9:30. We were waiting for the trip to hit, and I was feeling the effects within an hour of we first ingesting them.

We locked the door when we heard a knock. I opened the door and walked into the living room. R and I were sitting on the bed. We each had a shroom, and each had a bag of them. I was also feeling the effects of the shrooms at this point. The mushrooms were starting to eat them.

After that we went outside and I was feeling a little weird. I was getting the feeling that I was going to be sick, and I was going to die. I was also feeling very lightheaded. I felt so cold, and my skin was very dark. I went outside to get a cigarette and it was cold out. I felt very hot, and I felt like I was going to have a heart attack.

I went back inside and I went into my room. When I went outside I felt like my body was being pulled by a force that I wasn’t going to be able to control. I felt very lightheaded, and I opened my eyes. I felt like I was in my bed. It felt like I was floating in water, and I felt like I was floating in a pool.

I lay down and went back into my bedroom. When I opened my eyes I felt like I had a giant orgasm. I was feeling very cold, and I felt so hot. I went inside and I went to my room. I felt like I was in a trance, and I felt like I was floating on a cloud. I felt like I was in the middle of a desert, and I still felt cold.

I went outside to smoke a cigarette and it was dark out. I went back into my room to lay down, and I was noticing that my heart was beating very fast. I was experiencing very cold, and I was becoming very scared. I was panicking because I felt like I was dying. I went outside to see what was going on. I heard a very loud car driving by, and I felt scared because it was too loud.

I went inside to get a can of soda and it was dark out, and I was panicking because I felt like I was dying. I was panicking because I felt like I was dying and I was dying. I started panicking because I felt like I was going to die.

I remember hearing people talk about how it’s not ‘good’ to take mushrooms, but I was just really scared at the thought of the mushrooms being taken. They said that they’d be taken. I just had to go to the hospital, but I couldn’t. So I went to the doctor’s office. He gave me a 2-day prescription to Zoloft. I was given a whole day and a half to go to the hospital and I was prescribed one 100mg tablet. I was just trying to sleep off the bad trip. I was told that it would take 2-3hrs if it took me to sleep, but I had to take it. I was given a full day to go to the hospital. I was told I was going to be sick for the next two days. I went to the hospital and was prescribed a 20mg tablet. I was given the Zoloft and was then given the 100mg tablet. I was told they took me to the hospital and I woke up the next morning feeling fine. I was then given a day to go to the hospital and was given the next day to take the Zoloft. I still feel fine!

I have been taking pills for so long that I just can’t think. I have been taking them for about a year now. I always do them, I always have, but not anymore (I have been taking them for two years now). I will never do them again. The first time I used them I was on a little bit of acid and I was not feeling the effects.

I am now on the pill meds. It was like I was in my room, taking drugs. Always. I feel better every time I take it. It is like I have had nothing to show for it. I am amazed. I get way more out of my pill than I ever thought I could without the pill. It is a miracle. I am not going to take pills again. I am going to get off it.

I have been taking these pills for years now. I don’t know how long, but I will do this.

It was yesterday, the 2nd day of July, 2004. I had just left my house and went to my friends apartment to get some noodles and a snack.

At 9:00pm I was ready to go, I had read of getting 600mgs of caffeine (or so called ‘caffeine’ by the guy at the counter, this is the only way I know how to barf me) and so had prepared a 30mg capsule consisting of 100mgs of caffeine.

I had read that caffeine was a little bit bitter, so I made a note on my computer.

I brought my friend up to my apartment and sat down on the couch. I was feeling tired and my friend said ‘I need to get up.’ I said ‘I can’t, I want to go to bed, I can’t do that.’ And then she said ‘I can go to bed.’ And so I stood up.

I had to go to bed, but I was still feeling some of the effects, it was like I was ‘lightheaded and dizzy’. It felt like I was floating. So I was laying on my back and I started to feel a little weird.

I turned my head. I could see my friend sitting next to me. I had a strange feeling in my stomach. I was not noticing it. I felt like I was floating.

Then I started to get a little bit of lightheadedness. I was not really feeling it. Then I was watching TV, and I could see my friend sitting next to me. I could see her, but I could not see her. Then I started to get a little bit of coke-like effects. I was smoking a joint with my friend.

Then I would start to get very tired, and my friend said ‘I need to start drinking.’ And I did. I was still drinking, but I was drinking really hard, I couldnt even drink. Then I was smoking more. I drank more, but it was making it harder.

Then I started feeling a little bit of nausea, it felt like something was going to happen, but I was not feeling it. Then I noticed a huge noise coming from my friend’s bedroom. I heard a voice saying something to me, ‘help me with the nausea.’ Then I started having a little bit of anxiety, as I was feeling a bit of numbness.

I could feel the effects of the drug, but my friend had to pull me to her bedroom. I was feeling a bit dizzy. I could feel my heart beating a bit faster than normal. Then I started to feel a little bit of lightheadedness. It felt like I was really lightheaded.

Then I noticed my friend was talking to me. I saw her talking to me.

I decided to try the infamous Nitrous Oxide. I bought a bottle of 12 oz. of the stuff. I used the paper to cut and wash the powder into a shot glass.
I did this by smoking it in a pipe. I had a couple of bowls and so did a few others. I then poured the powder into a shot glass, and with a lighter, took it. I held it in for about 5-10 seconds. I then poured the powder into another bottle of water. I put the water in the bottle and heated it for a minute. I then poured the whole bottle of water into the bottle again. I put the heat in a cup, and let it cool. I then poured it in another shot glass and let it cool. I placed the bottle of water in the hot water bottle and let it cool and set it.

I took a shower and put on some music to make the shower not be too intense, then I went back in to my room and put the music on. I was feeling very relaxed, and very happy. I layed down and closed my eyes.

I started hearing noises in the background. I had a girlfriend of mine who was sitting in front of me. I closed my eyes and then I saw her. I heard a voice say ‘Breath in your hearts hearts’, which was a very feminine and familiar sounding voice.

I closed my eyes and started seeing geometric shapes/metallic shapes in the background. I heard voices saying that I was going to have a blast. I heard the music say that I was going to listen to a cd, and then I heard the cd’s name. I ate a small amount of food, and then I got up and went to the bathroom (I had a very light breakfast). I saw a white light on the wall behind me and was talking to my girlfriend.

My girlfriend had a light flashlight in her hand, and I can’t remember if it was a flashlight or not. I started to feel very happy. I came out of the bathroom and saw a lot of colours. I saw a lot of different coloured things, like people looking at me and saying ‘Hey, look, look’. I saw lots of stars, and a lot of different patterns and shapes.

I saw a lot of things that were not in the real world, like ‘the door’ and ‘the door on the third floor’. I saw a lot of trees, and lots of different colours. I saw lots of different patterns, lots of trees. I saw lots of animal faces, and lots of animals. I could hear lots of different sounds and things. I saw lots of colours. I heard lots of different voices, and lots of sounds. I heard lots of different noises.
I see lots of fractals and shapes, and lots of different colours. I saw lots of colours in the sky and in the clouds, and lots of colours.

I saw lots of colours all around me.
I saw lots of colours in the sky.
I saw lots of colours in the house.
I saw lots of colours everywhere.
I saw lots of colours in the garden.
I saw lots of colours all around me.
I saw lots of colours in the trees and the grass.
I saw lots of colours in the clouds.
I saw lots of colours in the clouds and the grass.
I saw lots of colours in the trees.
I saw lots of colours all around me.
I saw lots of colours in the skies.
I saw a lot of colours on the clouds.
I saw lots of colours in the sky.

I saw lots of colours in the leaves and the flowers.
I saw lots of colours in the grass.
I saw colours in the trees.
I saw lots of colours in the grass.
I saw lots of colours in the leaves and the flowers.
I saw lots of colours in the plants.
I saw lots of colours in the flowers and the leaves.
I saw lots of colours in the leaf and the leaves.
I saw lots of colours on the plant.

I saw lots of colours in the sky.
I saw lots of colours on the ground.
I saw lots of colours all around me.

I was prescribed hydrocodone (5mg) and started taking a little over 2/3 a day at a time. I loved it. I was paying close attention to my body health and where I was. I was taking enough to feel the morphine withdrawl more full feeling than anything else. I took half a pill and I was feeling great. It was like a mild opiate buzz.

I went to work at a gas station and met a friend who I had been checking out for years. As I walked to the checkout I noticed that my heart rate increased. I didn’t feel great, but I was feeling pretty good, so I went back to my job and met the employee. She was amazed that I was feeling so good. I told her I had taken about a half a pill and that the pills I had taken were oxycodone. She said that she liked that feeling. I took another half and she said that it was the best feeling I had ever had. I had a great time and it was a few weeks later and I’m feeling even better.

We got to work and they gave me an oxy and I told them I wouldn’t sell them. They said that they wouldn’t. I was back at work and I was feeling good, so I took another half and they said that it was better than anything I’d ever taken before. I went home and went into the shower and took another oxy. I went to bed and it felt good, but it was hard to fall asleep.

I woke up the next morning and I was feeling great. It was summer and I was feeling good. I took a trip out to my friends house. I went back to where I was staying because I felt like I was in heaven.

I got to work and I was blown away by the feeling. I went to work and I laid there feeling very high and happy. I felt like I was in heaven with everything around me. I went to the computer and I saw a few of my friends and I was amazed by how much I was feeling.

I went to work and I was feeling very good. I went to work and I was feeling incredibly good. I was able to talk to my boss and he was very impressed with me. I went to work and I was feeling great. I felt like I’m in heaven and I had to go to the bathroom. I was able to talk to my boss and he was very impressed with me. I went back to work and I was feeling great.

I went to work to get my money and I was going to the bank to pick up my girlfriend. I went to work and I was feeling great. When I got back at work I felt like I was in heaven. I was feeling very good.

I went to work and I was feeling great. I went to get my girlfriend. I went to pick up the money. I was feeling amazing. I was able to talk to my boss and he was very impressed with me. I left work and I was feeling great. I left my girlfriend to go back to work. I went back to work and I was feeling amazingly good. I was able to talk to my boss for hours on the phone and he was amazed with my words. I went back to work and I was feeling great. I went back to work and I was feeling great.

I went to work and I was feeling great. I went back to work and I was feeling GREAT.

A thought comes to mind and I am overwhelmed.

I put the lighter down and start to get a fleeting sensation of a long, dead, dreamlike tunnel. It is black and white and a very beautiful tunnel. I am looking at a golden, black, hole that I am in. It is a dark and black hole, but there are some things and I am seeing them. The black, white and the tunnel are all very colorful and I am seeing everything and nothing. I am in a beautiful tunnel. I am looking at the tunnel with my eyes open and I am seeing things and nothing and the tunnel is filled with light.

I am seeing things and nothing. There is a small holographic field of light that I can see along with the tunnel. I am looking at some of the stars that are in the tunnel and I am seeing them. I am seeing them in my vision. It is beautiful. I am trying to pull my head back from the tunnel and I am seeing everything and nothing. I am very happy and I am able to talk.

I am in a tunnel. I am sitting in a room in the middle of the tunnel. I am seeing amazing things. I am seeing beautiful things. I am not paying attention to anything but the tunnel. I am in a tunnel. The light is going up and down. The light is coming from the light coming up the tunnel. I am in a tunnel at this moment. I am in a tunnel. The light is coming from the light coming up the tunnel.

I am in a tunnel.

It is difficult to describe the feeling of terror I felt when I woke up. I felt as if I was in a hospital. There were people in the room I was in. A woman in a dress was sitting on a chair. Her face looked like she was in a dream, and my heart had started to pump. I began to feel like I was in a person. It was like I was in a hell. I can only describe it as being in my body. I could see the room to the right of the chair and the people in the room to the left of me. I could feel the floor to the inside of the room. I could see that the room was alive. I felt as if I was on a doctor’s couch. I thought that I was going to die. I was convinced that I was dying. I thought that my consciousness would be gone forever. I felt as if I was a ghost.

I couldn’t believe that I was in a hospital or a hospital. I felt like I was trapped in a prison. I thought that the room I was in was an asylum, and the people in the room were not people. I thought that there were apparitions of people in the room. I thought that I was watching the prison warders. I saw the tube in the wall where the nurses hold the tubes. I felt that I was in a hospital. I felt like a prison cell. I felt that I was in a prison cell. I felt that I was going to die.

I thought that I was going to die. I felt that I was going to die. I felt that I was going to die. I felt that my life was going to be a nightmare. I felt that my life was going to be a nightmare. I felt that I was going to go back to the hospital. I felt that my life was going to be a nightmare. I felt that I was going to die. I felt that I was going to die. I felt that I was going to go back to the hospital.
I felt that I was going to die. I felt that I was going to go back to the hospital. I felt that I was going to die. I felt that I was going to go back to the hospital.

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