I remember hearing people talk about how it’s not ‘good’ to take mushrooms, but I was just really scared at the thought of the mushrooms being taken. They said that they’d be taken. I just had to go to the hospital, but I couldn’t. So I went to the doctor’s office. He gave me a 2-day prescription to Zoloft. I was given a whole day and a half to go to the hospital and I was prescribed one 100mg tablet. I was just trying to sleep off the bad trip. I was told that it would take 2-3hrs if it took me to sleep, but I had to take it. I was given a full day to go to the hospital. I was told I was going to be sick for the next two days. I went to the hospital and was prescribed a 20mg tablet. I was given the Zoloft and was then given the 100mg tablet. I was told they took me to the hospital and I woke up the next morning feeling fine. I was then given a day to go to the hospital and was given the next day to take the Zoloft. I still feel fine!
I have been taking pills for so long that I just can’t think. I have been taking them for about a year now. I always do them, I always have, but not anymore (I have been taking them for two years now). I will never do them again. The first time I used them I was on a little bit of acid and I was not feeling the effects.
I am now on the pill meds. It was like I was in my room, taking drugs. Always. I feel better every time I take it. It is like I have had nothing to show for it. I am amazed. I get way more out of my pill than I ever thought I could without the pill. It is a miracle. I am not going to take pills again. I am going to get off it.
I have been taking these pills for years now. I don’t know how long, but I will do this.
It was yesterday, the 2nd day of July, 2004. I had just left my house and went to my friends apartment to get some noodles and a snack.
At 9:00pm I was ready to go, I had read of getting 600mgs of caffeine (or so called ‘caffeine’ by the guy at the counter, this is the only way I know how to barf me) and so had prepared a 30mg capsule consisting of 100mgs of caffeine.
I had read that caffeine was a little bit bitter, so I made a note on my computer.
I brought my friend up to my apartment and sat down on the couch. I was feeling tired and my friend said ‘I need to get up.’ I said ‘I can’t, I want to go to bed, I can’t do that.’ And then she said ‘I can go to bed.’ And so I stood up.
I had to go to bed, but I was still feeling some of the effects, it was like I was ‘lightheaded and dizzy’. It felt like I was floating. So I was laying on my back and I started to feel a little weird.
I turned my head. I could see my friend sitting next to me. I had a strange feeling in my stomach. I was not noticing it. I felt like I was floating.
Then I started to get a little bit of lightheadedness. I was not really feeling it. Then I was watching TV, and I could see my friend sitting next to me. I could see her, but I could not see her. Then I started to get a little bit of coke-like effects. I was smoking a joint with my friend.
Then I would start to get very tired, and my friend said ‘I need to start drinking.’ And I did. I was still drinking, but I was drinking really hard, I couldnt even drink. Then I was smoking more. I drank more, but it was making it harder.
Then I started feeling a little bit of nausea, it felt like something was going to happen, but I was not feeling it. Then I noticed a huge noise coming from my friend’s bedroom. I heard a voice saying something to me, ‘help me with the nausea.’ Then I started having a little bit of anxiety, as I was feeling a bit of numbness.
I could feel the effects of the drug, but my friend had to pull me to her bedroom. I was feeling a bit dizzy. I could feel my heart beating a bit faster than normal. Then I started to feel a little bit of lightheadedness. It felt like I was really lightheaded.
Then I noticed my friend was talking to me. I saw her talking to me.