I believe that the main reason I did this drug is because my friend and I were having a break from reality because of the overdose of amphetamines I had taken. I was taking just enough to keep me awake and my friend had given me several pills so I could take them all at once. The reason I did this was because I was keeping myself awake and to keep myself from dying. I didn’t think about how I was going to die and just thought, ‘I’ll die, that’s what I’ve been told’. As I was going through all of my issues, I was getting to the point where I was saying ‘I’m going to die, and everything is going to be okay’ I didn’t know how to put it in words. I was still in a state of total confusion, I wouldn’t even even know that I was on amphetamines. I thought I had died, I didn’t know what was going on. I thought I was going to die and I got a horrible panic attack. My friend and I were in the living room talking and watching TV and I was telling him, ‘I’m going to die’ and he said ‘No, that’s not true.’ I just kept telling myself, ‘I’m going to die, I’m going to die, and I’m going to die, and I’m going to die, and I’m going to die’. I was also scared so I wouldn’t let my friend die. I kept telling him that I would never die and that I was going to die. I kept getting scared and crying. I was crying because I thought I had the worst anxiety ever and that I would never die but I kept telling myself, ‘I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, and I’m going to die’ and I kept just saying, ‘I’m going to die, I’m going to die’ and I kept crying. My friend told me to be careful, I went to the bathroom, I was standing up and I was laying down on the toilet seat, I couldn’t move until I was on top of the toilet. I thought that my friend was going to kill me and that I was going to die. I kept trying to talk to my friend about what was going on in my mind. I kept telling him that I was going to die and that I was going to die. I kept telling him, ‘I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, and I’m going to die, and I’m going to die, and I’m going to die, and I’m going to die, and I’m going to die’. I kept telling him, ‘I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, and I’m going to die, and I’m going to die, and I’m going to die, and I’m going to die’. I kept going to the bathroom and lying down on the toilet seat and I could not move for a little bit. I started to lose balance and my friend came over and tried to help me. I remember telling him to fuck off, I was fucking scared. I was telling him, ‘I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, and I’m going to die, and I’m going to die’. I kept saying ‘I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die’ and I heard him saying ‘I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die’. I felt like I was dying on the floor of the toilet seat, I was shaking. I was shaking because I thought I was going to die and I was going to die on the floor of the toilet seat. I could not move. I could not move and I felt like I was going to die. I kept shouting to my friend that I was going to die. I kept yelling ‘I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die’. I kept telling my friend, ‘I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die’.
I kept telling him that I was going to die, I was going to die. I was lying down on the toilet seat and I started to get very scared. I was laying down on the toilet seat and I started to see things in my room.